This is how I feel most days...sometimes it lasts for weeks...my mind and my heart know what to do...but my resolve does not strengthen me..I am my own worse enemy...ME...because I have the answer...I know the power . I have the means in my grasp...
"Hear my cry O Lord; let my cry for help come to you. Do not hide yourself from me when I am in distress. turn your ear to me when I call answer me quickly. Psalm 102:1-2
My sensible mind says this will pass and I can get up and move away from the darkness..this numb feeling...But for those who suffer from depression understand being sensible is not enough...I need MY God...I need him daily to keep these feelings away..and when I feel numb..when I feel the darkness coming..I realize I have went on ahead of him...Be with him daily and he will be with you daily...He is the fog lifter...the energy giver and bright morning star...he is our Savior...then and now again...Blessings